hey hey. I know this message was not to me, but I figured I'd tell you. Tori can't be on here anymore because of certain reasons (aka parents) but she did tell me her favorite book was Lord Brocktree.

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You know, we've had our disagreements in the past, but I will agree with you on Brian Jacques being an awesome writer. What's your favortie book by him?

OH CRAP, RUNAWAY! hee hee, it is I General Lucky come to challenge you, by order of my super secret unidentified authority (AKA Einstein)

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I am the Terupel Terrorist... fear me... RAWR

You know Tori, i tried my best to tell you in my last letter that i wasn't really happy with where this argument was going. Since you ignored that, i guess it's my turn. FUCK YOU. YOU HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT. First of all, i have never gottten mad at Sara for talking to Jay. EVER. That's a fucking load of bullshit, and if Sara told you that, she's a fucking liar. Honestly, you think that I am hard to live with? It isn't hard for me to see why whatever his name is got rid of you. Not only are you unreasonable, you listen to every word your friends tell you and take it as absolute TRUTH! Oh, and by the way, i never tried to win Sara's heart. I was only looking for a friend, and evidently i didn't find one. Why, Tori, do you think that every inter-gender relationship has to be something more than just friendship? Also, FUCK YOU with all this me insulting Sara bullshit. I don't speak to her anymore, how can i insult her? And yes, it's an affair if it lasts as long as it lasted for you. Go ahead, respond to this if you feel like you still need to exercise your right to be bitchy, but i will NOT read it and i will NOT reply to it. You've burned two bridges today. One was yours and mine, and the other is mine and Sara's. One you had no right to burn. I'll leave it to you to tell her why she and i probably wont be talking anymore. Oh, I'll bet she will be jus THRILLED with that. Have a nice day now.

I speak cameronian... bet you can't....

first of all i did not have an AFFAIR with alex. excuuuse me. And i find it sad taht you told me something that you couldn't tell Sara after one whole year of being together... sound familiar? And don't think you can get away with thoroughly insulting me and my best friend and having me just forget about. I never said you said anything about my RELATIONSHIP with Alex. I just was showing you that I do know something about love. It totally destroyed me, so maybe i do know more than you give me credit for. You were making it sound like i knew nothing. I am not letting Sara fall through the cracks of life. I am simply more encouraging and supportive than you.

And you got mad at Sara for talking to Jay behind your back... WOW. Frankly i will be very surprised if you ever find a girl who is as patient with you as Sara.

Sara couldn't tell you everything she felt because she didn't trust you enough. Everytime she tried, you either told her that what she was feeling was "wrong" or made no sense at all. That is definitely not the way to win a girl's heart. Sugar works better than constant vinegar.

I speak Latin, Greek and Hebrew...

Well said, good point. I don't think it's a fancy word, either, but you can't disagree that it was the wrong word for the conversation taking place. I don't speak Spanish, actually. I speak Latin. Now THERE's a complicated language for you. Anyways, write you later.

Something i know nothing about? Tori, i don't remember saying anything about your affair with Alex. That's none of my business, so don't make it mine by using it against me. Anyways, i just want to say that i am way too tired to argue with you anymore. I'm sad to hear that even after one year of being together Sara still would not tell me how she felt. Sad that she had to go to you in order to say things she should have been able to say to me. I don't have any idea where you got this 'toughen up' thing, also. I only told Sara to be more confident in herself and to stand up for what she believed in. Seriously, what's wrong with that? If you feel that it's alright to let one of your friends fall through the cracks of life, then fine. Anyways, I'm sorry if i said anything that hurt your feelings or pissed you off. It's not something i usually do. So yeah, whatever. I don't even know how all of this stuff got started. It was probably me. Actually, and this will sound strange, it was nice to argue with a girl and not have her back down a little bit. I hate talking with girls who agree with EVERYTHING you say. So yeah, write you later, maybe in a little less hostile manner.

Thanks for the fav.

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I don't care if the word "contend" does not impress you. I do not go through life wondering if i have impressed you. I DONT CARE. And frankly i would disagree that it is a "fancy word". Come on, Cameron. Honestly. If you want fancy, try speaking Spanish.

For one, i didn't call your or write you because I didn't want to hurt SARA. I didn't want to make her feel bad. I am not bringing up meaningless things from the past. Sara was really hurt by what you did, and I was the one who was there for her the whole time. And second of all, i heard about all that WAY before you guys broke up. Taking them as the gospel truth? Yes, because Sara told me. Sara never lies and i respect what she says to be true 100% of the time. I WAS very romantic, Cameron, but it is guys like you that make it impossible for me to be so.

AND NEVER tell me that I don't understand. I may not understand specific instances of love and romance, but I understand it very, very well in general. Love has destroyed me, and I do not appreciate you telling me that I don't understand. I understand a HELL of a lot better than most people. I loved Alex with every ounce of heart i had, and he threw it right back in my face. It gutted me, and I am NOT interested listening to you accuse me of something you know nothing about.